I thought I'd just do a little hello/thinky update thing. :) I'm really pleased that you liked my latest video. - It took me a rather long time to make. Lol. - But not as long as you might think. I have a very good piece of software which allows me to set how often my camera takes a picture. - I set it to 2 seconds for most of the video creating process, and did all of the 'magic' things in between captures.
Should I have told you that? I mean...er...JOKE! It was all magic of course... :P
I've been in thinky mode recently...not that I don't normally think...but...anyway...
I think it has just dawned on me how much independence I now have. I think it has only just dawned on me because I have now settled down into this idea of independence.
And also, it has been accentuated by the fact that I find myself 'on my own' for the first time in six years. It hurts me to say - but I'm no longer with Ben. When you come out of quite a long and intense relationship you're bound to feel a tad lonely I guess. It's strange, but since the break up I've found it harder to write songs. All the songs that I've written about the subject seem like lies. - They're not - but in my mind, I know that because of the hurt/jealousy I feel, I may have a tendency to blow things out of proportion, and I don't want the songs to seem unreasonable. I don't know...
However, I will continue to write and see what happens. :)
I'm trying to treat this independence as a new beginning...I think that's the best way to treat it.
So here we go, new Holly. :) Well...not new...just braver and stuff. :)
P.S - I'm currently starting to think about my next release, so more updates will be made from now on. :)