Tomorrow is my German speaking exam. I'm a tad stressed. :-S I'm not exactly nervous...just stressed. :-S Probably because I've got a lot to do. We've got another meeting about the thing again tomorrow. It does feel like it's been drawn out quite a bit. I think this is the last meeting though. I also have to sort some stuff out for my music exam before I travel to a separate school for my music lesson. I'll be so happy when Saturday arrives. Or when June 18th arrives and my music year starts.
Today I was looking at the English course at Oxford Uni on their website. I'm not really sure it's for me. I'm more interested in 19th/20th/21st century literature, but it seems as though the majority of their studies are based on the literature before then - i.e 1100 - 1800. And I'm not so keen on the very old stuff.
I was talking to one of my teachers today about what I'm going to do with my life etc....
She said "so...what are your plans then? I know you wanted to change..." and I replied with a bit of a shrug and said "Ummm...I've applied for music, got offers and accepted one of them, but then I'll get my results and probably change my mind again!"
She laughed and said "...I'm thinking you need to organise your future a little bit more Holly!"
I'm thinking she's very right! I just can't stick with one idea for more than about a week at the moment! I'm going round in circles. I wish I knew what to do.
Anyway, I'd better go now - don't want to fall asleep in my exam tomorrow!
Night night xxxxx